I went for a competition today. I didnt win. It was on deregulation of oil prices. Well atleast now I know what the hell that means. Not that thats much of a consolation. When I see the other participants and compare myself to them, its depressing. They're so eloquent, well versed, so confident. Its like they walk knowing that they're gonna be awesome. DPS won.Quelle surprise!What is it about Dipsites? Love them or hate them, you cant ignore them. They wont let you. Not only do they win at compis organised by other DPS-esess (which are rigged =/) they also win everywhere else. How come? Lets add that question to the long list titled "Mysteries of the Universe."
The competition was in Sanskriti. Awesome school. Atleast in terms of infrastructure. Its all so aesthetic. They have a pool, a lot of greenery and an amazing auditorium. I felt as though I was sitting in PVR. Cool refreshments, too. Subway sub, Subway cookie, juice and samosas. No, Im not joking. if Im born as a Delhite in my next life, I soo want to study there.
These competitions are not good for my self esteem. I feel weird. Maybe I should just accept the fact that i suck at non-academic stuff. I am a geek. Why do I even bother doing other things? =(
You know the saddest part? Instead of talking to a person about this, Im posting it on my blog. My situation is sad. Im sad. And a freak. Im a sad freak.